Hi!
Today I am back home after exactly one year. It felt so good to see my family , my home , my world after one year. Lots of questions, answers , excuses , suggestions , stories..... and emotions. After living alone for 1 year, emotions seem to be some alien thing. It took me a couple of hours, but finally, I realised I am also a human being, who was living in an alien world , and I am not indifferent to the emotional people here .
It was such a happy thing coming home after so long. Still in Bangalore , one month back, I had become so nostalgic person. All the time my mind used to remain occupied with all the nostalgic thoughts. My home , my family , my town - its roads , mornings afternoons, evenings , nights , time spend with my friends roaming on the roads uselessly. I had started relating evening sunshine on the leaves of the trees to the same here in Bhagalpur. Whatever I might be doing I just used to keep thing about my city. When the time to go home neared I became so nostalgic , that there was no fear of exams left.... I just had to go home. As soon as I entered my home and hugged my mom all my nostalgia got cured.
So much has changed in this 1 year. My parents have started looking more old. My younger brother looking older than me. Lots of new things in and around home here. But the only thing which has not changed even a bit is my family's love for me. Its still the same , unaffected by time and this contact gap.
But it feels like this whole town has forgotten me. On the train and on the way to home I didn't meet or see any of my friends or acquaintances....... strangest thing which has ever happened with me . There was a time once, when every 6 out of 10 people on the roads either were my friends or knew me by name . Hence I can't even imagine myself roaming on the roads of this town , alone , without anybody recognizing me and me not recognizing anyone out there. I haven't stepped out of my home yet but I pray to GOD to save me from this thing . I don't know what scene would I find when I step out but let's hope for good. Till then enjoying love and care of my family.....
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